And why are you reading this post?
Allow me to use my Super Scribe Powers to answer this one. You’re a writer. Or you want to be a writer.
Okay, so . . . why do you write? Alas, I can’t answer this one for you. Only you can.
When you get around a bunch of writers at a writing conference, guess what the first question usually is? What do you write? Not why. What. Then you get into the how you write it, and who might publish it, and where you’d like to have book signings.
But I submit that the most important question of them all is why you write. If you don’t get the why answered first, and answered well, don’t even bother with the rest of the questions. It won’t matter if you’re passionate enough, gifted enough, bold enough or crazy enough to head down this writing road if you get this wrong—especially if you’re called to write. So let’s figure out your why before you take another step. Or dot another “i” as it were.
This is the voice of one who got it wrong, because the original answers to my why were pathetic: “So I can become a famous, beloved Christian author!” “So I can make money!” “So I can quit my day job and have fun writing all day!” Oh man, face palm. Somewhere down the list was also, “So I can lead others to God.” And that’s where I ran into trouble. My why’s weren’t wise.
Had God called me to write? Yes. Had He gifted me to write? Yes, (but my pen was oh-so-immature.) Did God know that writing full time would become the desire of my heart? Yes. Did God want me to write? Yes. But as my first book, a devotional, bubbled up inside of me, making my fingers fly across the keyboard, God wasn’t looking at my manuscript—He was looking at my heart. “. . .man looks at the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart.” (1 Samuel 16:7)And He knew I wasn’t ready to write. My “why’s”, a.k.a. my motives weren’t pure—because they weren’t exclusively about Him.
So instead of the immediate success in realizing all of the fame and fortune that most assuredly would come with self-publishing my first book, the Enemy came in like a flood and my world fell apart. In fact, I had to put my writing on the shelf for two years while I went through God’s boot camp to become His scribe. “So, you want to be a writer, and you say you want to write for Me? Well guess what, little girl, if you’re going to write for Me, it’s got to be 100% about Me, and 0% about you.”
Pick anyone in Scripture that God called to do something great for Him. They either messed up before, during, after or all three in fulfilling their calling, so let’s get that out of the way first. But in addition, He had to get them completely emptied of themselves before they could be of any use to Him. He had to get their motives pure and joyfully surrendered to the point that they only had one answer to their why. And it was the same answer: to glorify God. That’s it.
God has a pretty tough boot camp regimen to get his people to that point, though. David had to run for his life for thirteen years after he’d been called to be a king. Peter had to recover from the agony of hearing his lying curses echoed by a rooster as he locked eyes with Jesus. Paul had to go blind and go on a retreat for three years, and then go back home for another eight years before he was ready. But once God’s refining work was done, oh, the joy and the power that came from their words! Once it became no longer about them, and because they were no longer drawing words from their own tiny selves, they achieved more than they ever dreamed possible. And they changed the world.
After God had emptied me of my pathetic ‘why’ answers and gotten me where He wanted me, then I was fit to be His scribe. And because I finally got it down to only one answer, He blew my mind by infusing my pen and opening doors for my writing to change the world.
As we near BRMCWC, I’ll go a bit deeper on this, but for now, camp out with this one question: why do you write? Get real. Get honest. Get one on one with the Author and perfector of our faith. Then we’ll talk.
Why do I write now?
Soli Deo Gloria.
Award-winning author and speaker Jenny L. Cote, who developed an early passion for God, history, and young people, beautifully blends these three passions in her two fantasy fiction series, The Amazing Tales of Max and Liz® and Epic Order of the Seven®.Likened to C. S. Lewis by readers and book reviewers alike, she speaks on creative writing to schools, universities and conferences around the world. Jenny has a passion for making history fun for kids of all ages, instilling in them a desire to discover their part in HIStory. Her love for research has taken her to most Revolutionary sites in the U.S., to London (with unprecedented access to Handel House Museum to write in Handel’s composing room), Oxford (to stay in the home of C. S. Lewis, ‘the Kilns’, and interview Lewis’ secretary, Walter Hooper at the Inklings’ famed The Eagle and Child Pub), Paris, Normandy, Rome, Israel, and Egypt. She partnered with the National Park Service to produce Epic Patriot Camp, a summer writing camp at Revolutionary parks to excite kids about history, research and writing. Her books inspired a VBS Curriculum, Heroes of HIStorywith original music, animation and scripts. Jenny’s books are available online and in stores around the world, as well as in e-book and audio formats. Jenny has been featured by FOX NEWS on Fox & Friends and local Fox Affiliates, as well as numerous Op-Ed pieces on FoxNews.com. She has also been interviewed by nationally syndicated radio and print media, as well as international publications. Jenny holds two marketing degrees from the University of Georgia and Georgia State University. A Virginia native, Jenny now lives in Roswell, Georgia. Learn more about Jenny and her books at www.epicorderoftheseven.com.
The Conversation
Wow! What a familiar journey! When I bemoan the fact that I waited years before answering the call, and then took several more years to learn, I’m reminded that I probably wasn’t ready before now. Thank you for the challenge and thank God for His refining fire!
Amen! Amen! God has allowed me the pain and angst of doing it wrong so that I could have an understanding and appreciation for why I write. I feel like I am in a season where everyday he allows a little more of the what is “worldly” to be peeled away so that I can see more clearly exactly what sets my soul of fire for writing! Thank you for sharing this. It speaks so clearly straight to my heart.
I really needed to read this today. I’ve been writing for years and in the past two years I came to an abrupt halt.
I started to write while my son was in the hospital, to help me cope with grief when he passed, and then to help others cope with their losses. I felt the Lord had me do this to help my grieving process.
Somewhere along the line I started to write out of striving rather than being led. I stopped writing other than an occasional post for last two years. My husband has been urging me to write but I wondered if that chapter in my life was over.
Until this past week. I felt the Lord spoke boldly to start back up and this time have Him
steer my ship.
I am writing for Him!
My children found your books in a local library. They loved your writing so much that we bought all of your books. Your writing style helped make the Bible come alive! Seeing their love of reading inspire their faith has lit a fire under my behind.
Now reading this post has encouraged me even more so. I look forward to reading your posts and learning more.
Gratefully,
Kelly